New Year, New Međđžââď¸
In reality, itâs new year, same b**** lol no I'm just kidding but fr though. I canât ever seem to complete any goals that I set for the new year. I know why but I just wish it were that simple- I have a goal and I complete it đ... but it's not.
Slight recap of 2018: This year was very meh to say the least (or maybe not to say the least idk). It wasnât very exciting. I graduated from high school, but I wasnât super excited about that; I just wanted to be out of schoolđ. Prom and all the other senior activities werenât that great, mostly because I was already EXTREMELY over high school, again, I just wanted to get out. I had an internship over the summer that I was not a big fan of and I basically did that until I started school at UMD. And from August until early December, I was in school. Of course there were a couple of fun things that happened this year, but overall there was really nothing that stood outđ¤ˇđžââď¸.
I do have many goals for this new year though and I am going to share a couple *more than a couple* with you guysâşď¸
Post on Instagram at least once a week (I know this may not seem that serious to some, but I really want to start being serious about social media and create a platform for myself.)
Start this blog (And if anyone out there is reading this then I did!!!)
Start a YouTube channel (I have been putting this on hold for a while and it stops now!)
Aim for a 4.0 for spring semester (This seems so far out of my reach considering how "well" I did in the fall but⌠I wasnât even aiming for a 4.0 which is not great lol, and I need to start being more serious about school (Not that I am not serious now. Itâs just that I have been contemplating dropping out (not ok) but Iâll get into that in a later blog post.)
Be more positive/Have a more positive outlook on life (I tend to be a negative Nancy, and it is truly unintentional. Sometimes, I get into a really bad mood and I just donât know how to reverse it. But, in 2019, I definitely plan on working on this!)
Lose at least 50 pounds (I am going to measure myself this week. And again, on the last week of December and weâll seeâŚ)
Take pictures much more regularly (I am definitely going to start out with once a week, which will probably be Sundays. But eventually, my goal is to take pictures at least every other day! đ)
Learn how to do hair (This is a MAJOR one. I am so sad and lowkey ashamed that I donât know how to do hair. I am such a disgrace! Itâs like my fingers donât work đ But no more, I need to just start doing it regularly and I guess eventually my fingers will catch up lol)
Smile more! (Turns out that I really hate my smile đ but I am going to try to smile more)
Read at least one book a month (This doesn't seem like much but the way that months go by and I haven't even read one book... can't do this anymore)
I also have other plans that arenât really goals (or maybe they are butâŚ)
Practice makeup (I really want to be able to beat my face)
Use my life planner daily and my budget planner monthly
Write much more in my free time
Create a savings goal and start saving up to it
Be more public about the way I support people (I tend to support people silently and in my head and itâs highkey dumb so Iâm going to stop doing that lol.)
This post is much longer than I thought it would be đ. I know that this seems like it would be all of my goals for the year but honestly, this is barely half. My main goal for 2019 is to create a better me. Itâs almost like I am trying to create a whole new me this year, but really, I am not. I am just trying to better myself and I think that these things will help me improve. This year I really need to focus on my health, especially my mental health. I think everyone should.
I am super excited for the new year and I hope you guys are too.
Love,
Gđ
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